school has been kicking my ass lately..

so much to do, :/

*sighhh

so the baile was...

FUN! 

lets start from the beginning: so around 2pm i went to Lupitas house to start getting ready and i did her hair and i did Eli's hair too then i did mine (which i really liked ^.^) and then around 530 we went to this one birthday party for like an hour and a half, then after we went to pick up Maria's friends and let me tell you we were squished in the car ! haha but it was whatever we were in party mode so it didnt even matter haha, we got lost for a bit cause we got off the wrong exit but i saved the night by leading us to the right direction:) when we got there i was excited to dance but FIRST i had to pee haha. Calibre 50 was performing and i didnt really care about them so we were walking around and i see the MAC DADDY that i know and we were talking..we danced a few songs later on that night..the only negative part to this night was i didnt get to see Los Recoditos perform :( for some reason i really like them and i just wanted to see them and hear No Te Quiero Perder, ayyyyyy <3 but i had fun i danced alot, got tossed dipped..but not flipped lol not this time haha..ohhh and i loved what i was wearing i got many many compliments on it (thanks gaby:))) ) i cant waiiit for the next baile MS is gonna be there wooot wooot ! 

today is April 22nd

andddd im feeeling greaaaat <3
things are greaaat with him <3 <3 i really see myself with him , things just get better and better

&& i finally ! have my outfit for the baile , its super cute ! its a romper from bebe and i thank gaby for picking it out cause i would have never given it a try if it wasnt for her, im excited to get all dolled up and go out with lupitaaa and elii no mas ke i haevnt danced to mexican music in foreverrrr hopefully im still oretty good at it haha.

ohhh , and the indoor season it over..we made playoffs but lost the first round..i still scored a nice goal though so its all good haha

blow up and get down.

PARTY PEOPLE .!

they make my nights unforgettable..ilove them

on a much more positive note..

i got my license ! YEAH_YUUUHH .!

very very confused :/

i need to vent :


i just dont get it..like seriously..we were dating for almost 2 months and asi de la nada you're just gonna disappear. i guess i see what kinda of guy you really were..and to think that in the beginning i had nothing for you..no feeelings cause i didn't think you were what i wanted..you weren't living up to my expectations or my standards but i gave you a chance y me deje caer...in the end i fell for you and i fell hard..only to see that you were gonna pull some bs like this...i cant believe i was this stupid..i still dont get it..me siento desesperada no se ke hacer...

i am SO PARANOID..

maaaaan , i am seriously over thinking everything..i have a reason to though..im so scared...ughhhh im so stupiiiiiddddd fccckkkk .!

:,(