Saturday, September 18, 2010

thinking too much, the point is to not think..

I
feel very content with my life right now. I am going to school 100% sure what i want to do with my life. I have great friends, my family is amazing, everything is just going great. recently i started to get to know this guy lets refer to him as "
paisa" haha. well hes a really nice guy, hes fun, loud, really really funny, and i love his presence it just puts you in a very good mood. Well i have been texting him alot and he sees me every once in while when he can. I know i had said that i wouldnt get into a relationship so quickly after my last one but its been about 4 months? i thinkk..not too long but I feel its long enough only because he never crosses my mind and i just have no feelings for the past.,I am going to stay single however much longer because I feel itll be good for me to enjoy the single life. and belieeveee me i have been enjoying it soo much. I am actually stating to agree with my parents when they say "i go out too much" haha cause i do!... but anyways back to the paisa..hes a nice guy and everything and he really really likes me (or so he tells me all the time) and you know i like him too just not to the extent he likes me. The one guy i wish I had almost seems impossible. isnt long distance such a bummer?! Ive always had immense feelings for this guy and he was even part of the reason my other relationship didnt work out, haha hes just that amazing to mee. he says he feels the same i just wish he would show it, im not trying to persure a relationship but if it happens it happens, or ill just wait for him=)

cause he is that damn worth it!


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