That day i remember i was sooooo freakin happy, i was like non stop smileeess, I recall that day so clearly too lol. It was after a soccer game and omgeeee i felt millions and millions of butterflies, and i remember talking to chely about it and telling her what had happened while we were getting ready to go to a quince that night,lol she was shocked that I had actually said yes to someone and i was actually happy to say i had soomeone. haha. she would ask me "so is this legit?" and i would laugh and say " YESSSS! its legit!" The few months that came after that were great, i was really happy with him. He was the first guy (and so far only guy) that i could say had all of me. BUTTTTTT, good things dont last forever hahaha, too many issues and problems broke us apart, i do somewhat blame myself for letting the relationship go sour but its whatever now. its a two person effort anyways and in the end we just hated eachother lol all i can do is learn from it. Time flew by so fckinnggg fast though! like for reals a year has passed by already?! damnnnnn hahaha. But just like last year, how i was the happiest ladyy ever, well im still remain the happiest ladyy ever jeje. Andd, i must for sure say that singlee at least right now is so much better, until i meet that guy (please let him be tall lol). whats that saying?...ummmm be thankful for someshit that made you happy once? haha idk but yeah i guess i cant hate the fact that he made me happy once right lol...but then made me miserable haha either way its whatever!! i dont even care what hes up to what hes doing with his life i just hope hes doing good y ya. no hard feelings:)
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