i cant waiiit for New Years !!

im readdyyy to dance miiii ass off !! and listen to ELECTRONICC all freakinn nightt..i alreadyy know what im gonna wear too..some sparkyly shorts and mediaaas, idk about the top part tho ill figure it outt manana.

For next year im gonna have a new years resolution, for the firsst time ever haha ive neevr really made one for myself so this time im gonna have one..but hmmm what should it bee?? ill get back to you on that...

Tu Historia Fue Conmigo

Un pasado y una historia que jamás olvidaras un

recuerdo que ha quedado imprentado en cada parte

de tu piel y juro que olvidarme no vas a poder

lamentaras toda tu vida haberte ido de mi por que

tu historia fue conmigo y eso no va a cambiar

recordaras esos momentos en que te ice feliz

cuando otros labios y otros brazos te acaricien

sentirás como el recuerdo de mis besos te

persiguen porque yo fui para ti mas que un amor

de tu pasado mas que un simple recuerdo de mil noches

a tu lado a un que ya no quieras verme mas vas a

recordara que me decías hay amor cuanto te amo

y a un que quieras olvidarme con tus nuevas aventuras

seguiré siendo en tu vida el dueño de tus locuras

y un día vas a querer volver no vas a poder desprenderte

de mi vida de eso no tengas duda, es que tu corazón tu

mente y tu suave piel saben muy bien que solo yo te

quito el frio y a un que lo niegues y tu orgullo no

te deje ver tu historia fue conmigo.

porque yo fui para ti mas que un amor

de tu pasado mas que un simple recuerdo de mil noches

a tu lado a un que ya no quieras verme mas vas a

recordara que me decías hay amor cuanto te amo

y a un que quieras olvidarme con tus nuevas aventuras

seguiré siendo en tu vida el dueño de tus locuras

y un día vas a querer volver no vas a poder desprenderte

de mi vida de eso no tengas duda, es que tu corazón tu

mente y tu suave piel saben muy bien que solo yo te

quito el frio y a un que lo niegues y tu orgullo no

te deje ver tu historia fue conmigo.

the only reason i like my job

Carlos && Gaby , they make the time move by soooo fast and when i find out were working together it makes me wanna go to work haha..ahh i love themm

blow up, that never happened

 Even though the night did not turn out as plannnned it was still fun and me and the girlss looked LEGITT!

o and im super proud of my frostyyy makeup ;)..

&& my outfit, my snowmannnn :D

crepe.

YUMM YUMM YUMMM!!

my first true best friend

"god where do i start? you were my first true best friend, and in my heart you still are my best friend. i know life has gone in different directions for us, but just know if you ever needed anything i would be there for you in an instant. I love you dearly and I miss you even more."

i love you toooo espe <3

Me encantaria ser tu alegría

I have great friends, a great family, pretty much anything I could ever ask for.I have a job that I really like I'm in school doing everything good but lately I can't help but feel that maybe something is missing. And that one thing that is missing are those butterflies:) that guy that makes me smile and drives me crazy(in a good way lol) someone who spoils meeee and is my best friend who can make you laugh like crazy, I'm tired of having these little flings that done mean anything it was fun for a little while but I'm ready for something alot more serious..I want a guy that when a friend or somebody asks me "is that you're boyfriend?" I will proudly say yes:) with a huge smile on my face! I don't know when my prince charming will arrive but I'm open to meeting him lol..this time can he be tall pleaseee!! Haha I gotta be able to wear my ptaa pumps around him hellooo?! Haha what can I say ima hopeless romantic who just needs to be swept of her feet.

decemeber 11th

Cant wait !!!!! :D

a year ago tomorrow ,

hmmm, so manana november 28th is a weird date for me haha.

That day i remember i was sooooo freakin happy, i was like non stop smileeess, I recall that day so clearly too lol. It was after a soccer game and omgeeee i felt millions and millions of butterflies, and i remember talking to chely about it and telling her what had happened while we were getting ready to go to a quince that night,lol she was shocked that I had actually said yes to someone and i was actually happy to say i had soomeone. haha. she would ask me "so is this legit?" and i would laugh and say " YESSSS! its legit!" The few months that came after that were great, i was really happy with him. He was the first guy (and so far only guy) that i could say had all of me. BUTTTTTT, good things dont last forever hahaha, too many issues and problems broke us apart, i do somewhat blame myself for letting the relationship go sour but its whatever now. its a two person effort anyways and in the end we just hated eachother lol  all i can do is learn from it. Time flew by so fckinnggg fast though! like for reals a year has passed by already?! damnnnnn hahaha. But just like last year, how i was the happiest ladyy ever, well im still remain the happiest ladyy ever jeje. Andd, i must for sure say that singlee at least right now is so much better, until i meet that guy (please let him be tall lol). whats that saying?...ummmm be thankful for someshit that made you happy once? haha idk but yeah i guess i cant hate the fact that he made me happy once right lol...but then made me miserable haha either way its whatever!! i dont even care what hes up to what hes doing with his life i just hope hes doing good y ya. no hard feelings:)

my song for the week ,

bueno bueno ,

my plans this weekend consist of playing soccer in the morning, scrape then come home clean and get ready para el rodeooooo !! im excited to go porke MAYBE MAYBE MAYBE voy a ver a mi banda boo!! ahhh! (scream) i texted him y me dijo ke y si puede despues de su tokada le cae ayi , uffffffff ke emocion! im crossing my fingers***  porke de ke esta hermosoooo esta! haha

BUT , if he doesnt go....hmmmph...it would suck pero nimodo ! haha ugh im becoming to paisa , and i love it haha.

O! and i forgot to talk about el ultimo baile del ano! oseaaaaa hellooooo?! okay so at first i wasnt gonna go pero en fin a conversation with Lupita  :) convinced me. SOOOO, i got ready and fieeeerrrooooooo para el baile hahahaaha but first we made a pit stop of course, porke some of us were a bit thirstyyyyy:) lol we got a big bottle of Jose Cuervo and me lupita and jessika finished that shit by the time we got to the baile...wowzzzzzz! The ride there was fun, we sang songs como pinches borrachas, lmao ! and to sum up the night , andaba bien peda bien locaaaa bailando y bailando y pasandolaaaa de maravilaaaaa! definatly a night to remember <3

ea ea ea ! n.n

i like this picture cause my legs look nice and skinny and longg , haha

o y este galan esta guapiito ;) no mas ke i was a little bit too...ummmm...sick?...hahaha

my life is just too great right now ,

 &&this picture proves just that , hahaha

My nigga JONY, tho!

My broskiiiii since 2005, ahhhh! i love this man right here he a legit dude no bs with him. What i love most is hes always..and i mean ALWAYS!! c h i l l l l. And he would always say he would be the first one to introduce me to his bitch Mary Jane, dicho y hecho. hahahaha...SWAG!

lmao.

greeeaaat weekend, hahaha

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champions!

WE WON! after a very dramatic ending haha. this is how the game went down:

We all started off pretty nervous because we were playing against Mexico, i guess you could say they were our rivals, but tambien we really disliked them because of their manners of playing were grotesque ugh. But anyways we started off nervous especially our goalie Vivii who because of an error let a goal go in. After that goal im not gonna lie I felt like it was gonna be tough to score again. There was about 10 minutes left in the first half when Claudia gave me a center and i went against Chivita, i headed it and knocked it out of her hands. It bounced and Mari and Joanna were battling for the ball against 2 Mexico players to kick the ball in. The ball finally landed with Joanna and she kicks it in! OMG i was so freakin happy i was like okay we tied it up we have a chance! Second half we were playing super good, we were passing and the defense was not letting anyone through. Then about 20 minutes into the half Jackie kicks the ball up and serves it to Mari all the way in the front. Mari takes it and scores! I was so fcking juiced!!! we celebrated and we were hecka happy! Then we get back into position and notice that all of the Mexico team arguing haha. They argued that the side line ref had called a foul against one of the Mexico girls but since the main ref was close to the play he didn't mark it. They were so pissed! Like 3 girls got a red card because of talking bad to the ref. Meanwhile our team was ready to continue playing but como mujeres decentes ke son (sarcasm right there!haha) they kept arguing cussing and they were pissed so in the end the ref called the game. I think they were more frustrated that we were dominating the game and we were doing alot better than them and seeing that we had scored pissed them off because they saw that we could possibly win this and since they're sore losers they couldn't handle it. SO! we are the champioooooons!

I love this team, i love the girls, WE ARE AMAZING:) 

emplyeeeddd=]

I am Abercrombie and Fitch's newest model. yaaaay! it should be fun working with my gabys and herminios' slutty ass haha. I start Monday at 3:30,and it'll be at the store on Bay Street how excitingg XD!!

YOU, listen :/

this song is super cute, and i just wish SOMEBODY lo pudiera entender. I mean if i was willing to move for you im willing to do alot for you, do you nottt get that??

My dance lesson lol

okay so when i went out on saturday with lupita jessika and mari we went to el toro night club (hecka fun btw!) and Lupita met this guy, i forget his name and he was teaching her how to dance. He said that he would like to teach us also so we met up at a park in richmond and our dancing lessons started haha! It looks harder than it actuallly is but it wasnt so bad..i still have ALOT to learn but ill learn. i also would have like the guy to have been a little bit taller maybe that would have been easier cause i beat him by a little bit. Anyways this is just part of my lesson lol O and Lupita was talking to some guy about their love lives...gayyyyy..mejor ke se callen!o and to see the video go on http://youtu.be/6MFhae3bmRU?hd=1
Theres more videos on there mostly of Lupita ya ke shes a pro lol

all the way from Japan!

okay so i was texting my MARINE cody<3 and he told me he was on the bus or whatever and i wanted to see what a japanese bus looked like (idkk?) lol so he sent me this picture!

I love it because he made this japanese girls take a picture for me!! i thought that was sweeet jejeje

summer '11

Puerto Vallarta ay nos vemos! 

 this summer SIN FALTA voy a ir a puerto vallarta, para andar en puro pincheeee pariii!! I will go with my girls from here y AMUNOZZZ. AL PARAISO. a conoser, bailar, y a enamorarnos romper corazonesss

EhH, EhH, EhH, EhH!

my ladies.

yeah we were all pretty much gone by this time, haha

shit at least i know i was. lol

daisy, mari, me, gaby, gabi, natalie, and dot

blah, blah, blah

you know what i strongly dislike? when people say "o if i had a gay sibling i wouldn't care, that'd be kind of cool" or "if my son or daughter was gay i wouldn't care id support them" Im sorry but you people do not know. You have no idea how you will react to these type of things unless they have been experienced first hand. you would care and you would NOT like it stop pretending you would. ugh, i don't know some people should just really shut up cause its annoying that they think they know everything. Its like you don't know how badly something like that affects a family so just shut up.

The reason i brought this up was because in my human sexuality class we were talking about sexual orientation and some of the other students kept saying the same things. Especially this one girl who said, "I hate it when families don't accept their child or they do not agree with their lifestyle" Its like okay betch not everyone thinks like you and you dont know how it is having to deal with something like that so shut up, por favorrrr. O and just because you have gay friends does not mean you are a fcking saint. This was me venting...goodbye

Mexico?

So in janaury my parents are going to Mexico for a wedding.my mom asked me of I wanted to go and Im thinking about it and I dot know if I would want to..I mean it would be so great to see family and see my grandma and my cousins and Tey!Omg Tey I miss her so much. It would only be for a couple of days and I might see Pablo!!Omg that Nigga Hahahaha he turned so ugly lol!! I think I would go I mean it's Mexico! But then again here could also be alot of fun..party ayeeeeee!!!hahaha

what my mommy said to me..

Te estas volviendo muy paisa

Lmao!!

festival del sol.

so el sunday i went to el festival del sol en san jose i had alot of fun!..i fell in love with the clarinet player from la banda MS haha he was soooo CUTE! The funny part of that day was when this guy asked me to dance, and we were dancing during la ms and he asked me "where are you from?" i usually never say richmond i usually just say san francisco cause richmond sounds "ghetto" lol..but this time i said richmond, and he responds laughing, "i got my car stolen there" hahaha! made me appear hecka thug life, but i made it clear that i was from the good part lol...we danceed a few more songs but he started getting weird and hecka hitting on me, even though he was pretty cute it was too soon in the day to have a dance partner haha. but anyways this day was cool it wasnt too hot not too cold, it was perfect. Oh, and the guy in the middle is the guy that in my past post i referred to as "paisa" remeber him? lol well yeah we got into it a few times cause he was being a drunkasss but it was cool. my favorite part was banda MS, but chuy lizarraga was cool too, i didnt really like that one guy ummmmmm he sings like corridos...ahhhh Gerardo Ortiz! yeah him he was okay pero ya i was tired at the end. Now im looking forward to the baile next week. with ROBERTO TAPIA<3. I hope he shows up jeje ;)

my costume.

this will be my costume for Halloween. Its gonna be hard to make it and everything but i think i can do it..and i will perfect it!! its my new mission in life haha...mint anyone?

o and nobody copy me, cause if you do youre helaaa gay, get your own ideas 

this is a mans world. but it would be nothing without me.

I asked you to never leave me

and what did you do?

You didn't look back

I asked you to love me forever

and for you forever never came

I asked you to never break my heart

and what did you do?

you shattered it

I trusted you, I gave you everything

and what did you give me?

The worst scars that even my heart

cannot seem to repair

oh my oh my.

i no longer miss you i no longer care for you i no longer love you i no longer think about you, your nothing to me, finally you are nobody to me, and im so fcking happy about that.

im dermal.

oooh la la ;)

i want something like this

thinking too much, the point is to not think..

I feel very content with my life right now. I am going to school 100% sure what i want to do with my life. I have great friends, my family is amazing, everything is just going great. recently i started to get to know this guy lets refer to him as "paisa" haha. well hes a really nice guy, hes fun, loud, really really funny, and i love his presence it just puts you in a very good mood. Well i have been texting him alot and he sees me every once in while when he can. I know i had said that i wouldnt get into a relationship so quickly after my last one but its been about 4 months? i thinkk..not too long but I feel its long enough only because he never crosses my mind and i just have no feelings for the past.,I am going to stay single however much longer because I feel itll be good for me to enjoy the single life. and belieeveee me i have been enjoying it soo much. I am actually stating to agree with my parents when they say "i go out too much" haha cause i do!... but anyways back to the paisa..hes a nice guy and everything and he really really likes me (or so he tells me all the time) and you know i like him too just not to the extent he likes me. The one guy i wish I had almost seems impossible. isnt long distance such a bummer?! Ive always had immense feelings for this guy and he was even part of the reason my other relationship didnt work out, haha hes just that amazing to mee. he says he feels the same i just wish he would show it, im not trying to persure a relationship but if it happens it happens, or ill just wait for him=)

cause he is that damn worth it!

college, college, college...

Today i spoke to a my counselor and i spoke to her about transferring, recently i have been thinking of going to Arizona state. I looked into the school more and they offer great things for students who want to a career in the field of education. When I heard they offered these things I got very excited! the school also looks very nice and it wouldnt be a bad idea to go there. Tution would cost alot since I am an out of state student but school is expensive anyways might as well milk it for all its worth haha. My counselor said that im looking good with all my classes and im right on track. Im hoping that maybe next fall i will already be thinking about transferring and ASU will be my first choice. So i really gotta focus focus focus if i want to go to this school! Omg if i were to go it'd be awesome, not only will i feel that im in a great school considering what I want to study but it wont hurt that he will go there as well :)

mi hermano

my brother went to New York to chase his dream of becoming a famous photograher which im sure it will come true! cause hes amazinggg:) i miss him alot though the house is too lonely without him :(

iTz a Fo EvAA TyPe ThAngg.

I think its about time i speak of this love right here! haha my best friend Marisol Mora. Bueno pues we havent been friends for a super long time like people would think. We became best friends at the Pinole Valley vs. Alameda game when i got my shit slammed during the soccer game and she went up to the BIATCH and cussed her out. haha ill remeber that forevaa!! Its funny when people say "if i didnt know them i would really think theyre gay" haha i believe it sometimes too ahhh! Of course like any other friendship or relationship lol we have our fights..but not even that often. O and we agreed ke no boy will ever come between us not like i think thatd even be possible haha..And people should recognize that i back her up in everything..and a certain person should know that first hand! hahaha. we share pretty much everything, we share clothes, shoes, makeup, boobs, and weaves! no mas falta ke we share panties haha todavia no amos llegado a eso. well i could keep this going forever but ill keep it short and sweet like her..ahhh ;) hecka flirting via blog though! thats on a whole other level! ahhhh hahaha

my weekend.

not looking forward to school at all, its gonna be sooo tiring, blaaaahhhh ! Anyways I had a great weekend my cousins Araceli and Alejandra looked so beautiful at their 15! they are so grown up it almost makes me sad :/ but they grew up into beautiful young ladies and i adore them. I cried during the father daughter dance, haha im too sensitive! lol. San Jose had great weather, better than the gloomy days in san pablo! ugh... After we went to el Rodeo night club in San Jose that shittttt was crackinnn! y eso ke no estaba borracha haha so many guys lol...algunos guapitos tambien, and yes i admit the one i danced with was only cute from far away! haha Pero i had fun with Natalie, Lupita, and Mari...when are we going again? soon soon soon! O and i still dont know if im going to el baile de los inkietos...theres potential there pero aver ke!

about time.

I haven't updated this in a while due to the death of Claudia's mac (water accident ended in tragedy) . A few things have happened in mi vida since the last post. I went to Santa Cruz with the Santa Cruz Beach Bums, it was alot of fun I had never been there , I had a bomb ass hot dog haha. Ive been playing alot of soccer , and I feel like this summer im running around alot lol. I am also more single than ever haha. That whole boy aspect of my life is finally over. It ended pretty badly, alot of shit talking. It sucks to have a relationship come to such bad terms but thats how it happened. This wasnt my first relationship nor my first break up but I feel its the one that hurt the most because there was alot of drama involved in it andd just too many bad things said that should have never been said in the first place. you are not the worst thing to ever happen to me btw lol.!! I can honestly say that I am okay where Im at, I have my friends, my family, and im having a great summer meeting new people and just focsuing on me and no one else. except for my baby doggy Diego :D lol

yo kiero.

i want a guy with a liip piercing, mmm so hottt..haha

Brandon Flowers - Crossfire

My Favorites.

My favorite place. La Angostura, Michoacan, Mexico.

My favorite movie. Fight Club.

My favorite band(s). The Killers..

&&Panda.

My favorite actor. Brad Pitt.

My favorite chocolate. Reese's.

My favorite picture. Andy y Chuy.

My favorite sport. Soccer.

My favorite color. Pink.

Mi comida favoritaaa. Birria.

him.

yesterday i had good conversation with Michelle.we talked about our recent breakups and she asked me "do you still think about him?" I had to think about that question for a little bit not because i didnt know the answer but because I realized that I think about him a lot. I honestly can say that he had my heart. I cared about him so much and I hate how the relationship ended because it was over stupid issues we couldn't seem to handle anymore. I hate that we couldn't remain friends, maybe it was too dumb of us to try to be friends so soon after a break up. whatever the case was i lost a good companionship. he was the first guy i can honestly say that i really really cared for and was willing to do anything for but i guess he never really saw that in me. i am over him i do not see us getting back together (at least not now) because what happened is something we would both have to move on from and grow from it before we can even think about each other in that way once again. i may be stupid for putting my situation on blast like this but i really don't care i felt like i had to write it. the song i related to so much during this whole thing and i felt really spoke to me was "lejos estamos mejor" by Motel. that song made me cry so much because i knew that it was saying everything i was thinking and i hated to admit it. he was the first guy i cared for so much, the guy that made so happy but so sad at times, but above all my first love.

Gaby the Babi, jeje i love this bitchh. ! This has to be my favorite picture ever by farrr :D After all the bs we've been through its amazing that we got over all of that shit and can be good 'ol buddies again. Ahhh, i love looking at pictures they capture the moment so well.

117

That is how much i weigh, damn that's hecka little bit...I weighed 132 not too long ago thats almost 15 pounds that i lost and i really have no idea how, i eat pretty much the same..I did cut off fast food burgers for a while but im back to eating McDonalds haha and i havent drank soda in about 3 months and no coffee thats out completely. Hmmm, it remains a mystery..?

world cup 2010

I am fascinated by this world cup, its not about the great teams anymore its about the underdogs shining and finally letting themselves known in the soccer world. I'm still upset that Mexico lost, Aguirre fcked us up pero nimodo saken a los animales de Argentina and ill be happy haha. Lets see how this story unfolds in the next weeks.

hello lovers.

este es mi blog, where i will tell you about my lovely life, oh yes you should care jeje.